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Wednesday, 16 March 2011 @ 13:16

Who do I think I am?

Trying to solve everyones issues...

When I can't even solve my own..

I am such a fool....

Smile and playing,
While dying inside and wishing I were just gone..

Why can't I make a difference?
Why do I live a lie...

Smiling such a big smile...

When inside I feel like crying...

I decided I would try to be,
Everything everyone expected from me,
Yet happiness seemed so far away,
and people.. such users in every way,
Perhaps a few they truly care,
Yet I worry if it is enough...

Too keep me here..

Like an open wound within my heart,
A pain so intense,
I don't know where to start,
I feel as if I've failed..

Time and time again...

I keep asking myself..

When will this end?