Smile and playing,
While dying inside and wishing I were just gone..
Why can't I make a difference?
Why do I live a lie...
Smiling such a big smile...
When inside I feel like crying...
I decided I would try to be,
Everything everyone expected from me,
Yet happiness seemed so far away,
and people.. such users in every way,
Perhaps a few they truly care,
Yet I worry if it is enough...
Too keep me here..
Like an open wound within my heart,
A pain so intense,
I don't know where to start,
I feel as if I've failed..
Smile and playing,
While dying inside and wishing I were just gone..
Why can't I make a difference?
Why do I live a lie...
Smiling such a big smile...
When inside I feel like crying...
I decided I would try to be,
Everything everyone expected from me,
Yet happiness seemed so far away,
and people.. such users in every way,
Perhaps a few they truly care,
Yet I worry if it is enough...
Too keep me here..
Like an open wound within my heart,
A pain so intense,
I don't know where to start,
I feel as if I've failed..
